it been a while

It's been awhile since I last posted. Things came up, people were unhappy, and i did some incredibly stupid things. I guess I just keep wanting to make myself happy while making others happy, it's pretty much impossible to do that. I've no idea how many times i almost lost my best friend. Now that it has happened, i'm going to try my hardest to get her back as my best friend, it's just not the same

sighage...

have you ever just sat down with your friends and really got to know them? to know what they like and dislike, to know how to figure out when they arent happy? i think i would like to do that. i want to know all my friends, so i can actually be able to say that they are truly my fiends

Prom

it started out amazing and ended with tears....the only thing thats topped my fears. i thought about it all night long...and i figured out where it went wrong. i ruined his day, its was the wrong thing to do and all i have to say is im sorry to you

shit happens for a reason

sigh...everything has been happening....and a lot of it has not been good. i feel so bad for the people who are struggling in there lives. i try to help them as much as i can....try making them happy, make them smile, but i guess it doesnt work as well as i hoped! well i just wanted to say that if your ever having a problem or someone being mean to you, well just come to me cause ill always be around to help.
♥/ mareke

the guy who brightened my day

he is such an amazing person! right from the second i started talking to him he made me the happiest person alive! i could not believe how happy he made me! he brightened my day with the simpliest of things....like smiling when i was unhappy and laughing when i tell a stupid joke. i guess i just want to thank him for always being around through my ups and my downs for never going away and always making my day! i love you so much austin flint you are amazing

random things to know

Did you know that rodents have to constantly be chewing on something because their teeth never stop growing!? wow rite! these are things i learn when i sit at home being a loser haha because i dont hang out with friend haha! but my friends are the best thing in my life! they are always there for me and always know how to mae me happy! i love my friends so much

forgot to sayHELP

oka so his name is kevin. i talked to him nonstop yesterday, it was really cool....so im hoping that e ninja and c ninja will read this becuz girlys i need your help... i like kevin and i dont know what to do!!! I dont know if he likes me back, i want him to though! plz chikas if you read this then plz help me figure out what to do