it been a while

It's been awhile since I last posted. Things came up, people were unhappy, and i did some incredibly stupid things. I guess I just keep wanting to make myself happy while making others happy, it's pretty much impossible to do that. I've no idea how many times i almost lost my best friend. Now that it has happened, i'm going to try my hardest to get her back as my best friend, it's just not the same